After all these years, I guess it finally affected somewhat one way or another THIS much on me. I used to think I'll be fine but it eventually got to me like a little bitch.

I cant think right, I cant speak right. It's like something got to my brain and is messing it up. Something's not right, just not right.

and they always make my day better. Smiles like Sonia's and her's that moves my heart is rarely found.