Who knew that it would served as a relief? It felt as if the pressure all this while just vanished! I guess I really do feel that after all. An epic fail accomplished.
She has this chuckle which acts as a conductor of laughter and smiles. Along with a chuckle, would then shy away seemingly ashamed of it. Joy that it brings abundant. Ambience that is lively brought about almost as if nothing in the world matters. The laughter that often raises the heartbeat. Works like an adrenaline, rushes and burst of excitement only it wasnt for the fight or flight purpose. Brightens even the gloomiest days of storm, rays of sunlight that slowly breaks through the clouds. Watch as it pushes all aside clearing the sky. And that's the view of an after storm, beautiful.
How does it feel? Feels like a perfect setting of a pair of parent playing with their children in a playground filled with chuckles and joy while the evening sunset at the back fades away slowly. Like Joy giving Sorrow a hard sucker-punch in the face.
Have all those really gone? Drowned with sorrow, despair and self-loath. It's almost as if a massive black hole violently destructed everything up, only to be mercifully leaving a slight pillar of light, flickering weakly and oh how fragile. Close enough to dim out anytime soon as if giving up after a long struggle.
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